Monday, May 16, 2011

{Homesick}

Usually i spend my weekends loving on my little one because i miss him so much from only seeing him a few hours a day during the week. But this weekend not only did i spend it loving him but we went on a few trips to the Latin Super market here in Ok and shop for goodies from back home.

We didn't find alot of them because it was mostly Mexican things but the ones we found we couldn't get home fast enough to cook them! Jeremiah is in love with mango's i bought 3 of them at the market and they were huge he ate 2 of them all alone. He looked so cute eating them they covered more than half of his face :)

So my weekend was spend in the kitchen and in bed! Saturday me and the hubby went to one of my dear friends wedding she look stunning! I thought i would get a little sad that i was on the other end this time but i wasn't i was happy no more stress!!!!!

How was your weekend anything fun happen!

Until Next Time
~Now You Know

Thursday, May 12, 2011

{Can This Be}

Lately i been a robot. I wake up int he morning and get ready for work get Jeremiah dress and ready take him to daycare and off to work i go. Come home cook dinner and lay down until is bath time then time for bed. I HATE IT. I hate not being able to take our afternoon walks like we used to because I'm so physically and mentally exhausted. I can't play with Jeremiah because i can barley keep my eyes open.

He's starting to act out a little bit I'm not sure if its him being frustrated with us for not going and playing outside or if its the TERRIBLE 2's that everyone speaks off. Either way i don't like it. I'm so tired and my patience is so low that i end up yelling at him which is something i have never done before and i have only done it twice and right after it i feel torn up about it. i hate being that mom i don't want to be that mom.

I had that mom the one that yell and beat us for everything, the one that never had time to play with us or be a mom because she was either busy working or busy with her boyfriend. Thank GOD i have DeAngelo he's great with Jeremiah they can play for hours. I wish i had half of the energy he does. But i don't think i will get any anytime soon sense I'm preggors.

I'm planning for us to take a little mini vaca soon so we can get out of Oklahoma and just spend time together as a family. I hate getting caught up int he everyday life and forgetting to spend that family time together. That to me is the most important thing sense i never had that really.

Any of you Mamie's know how to deal with the terrible 2's without killing yourself???

~Now U Know