My little one is turning 2 next Saturday although I'm super excited to throw him a great birthday party I'm super sad that he's already 2. I feel like i just brought him home from the hospital. He has gotten so big and hes truly the biggest blessing in my life!
I remember when i found out I was preggors i freak out. But I will never forget DeAngelo's face he was so excited! He just kept saying it will be okay this is a good thing. LOL I still freak out! But he was right Jeremiah has been the biggest blessing to the both of us and our lives are so much better now! I cant really explain it but its so much better. I have so much fun with him and doing mami stuff i wouldn't trade it for the world.
I know some people that say they don't ever want kids or kids are not for them and although you are in title to your own opinion let me just tell you all something YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!! They are awesome so have them!
Jeremiah is addicted to "Despicable Me" movie, so we are having a despicable me birthday party! Full of little minions and fun stuff. I'm so excited for it. The party decorations have been a pain to find because they are not out yet but thankfully i check eBay and found some. YAY for eBay!
I promise to post lots of pictures of the party and of course the beautiful birthday boy! Do you remember your birthday parties when you were younger? Which one was your favorite?
~Now You Know
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
{Dark Walks}
When i was a little girl i would go to the park that was 3 houses down for me and sit and just dream about my life. My wedding day. The day is getting closer and closer and is so different from what i dream of as a little girl. I always thought it would be at my hometown, the church i grew up at, with all of m neighbors, family and friends there.
I had a dream. I keep asking God who I'm supposed to be, what I'm supposed to do? I know he brought me here and has me here for a reason but for what? I walk at night alone in my little world and dream of what things could be like. There is so many things i want to do with my life and yet I'm turning 25 and i feel like i have done nothing. Maybe is something everyone goes through....
When i was little i used to go in my grandma's back yard and play pretend in a house made out a tree. I was the perfect housewife back then! Now I'm feeling old and grey. The little girl i keep dreaming of is no longer there and those dreams I had seem farther away then ever.
There is many tales left to tell.....
~Now you Know....
{Wild Fire}
So this weekend we finish all of the center pieces YAY!!! The only thing left to do for the wedding is make the Kissing balls which are a little bit of a pain let me just say! Im hoping to have those finish this Wed's at my place.
While me, my sister, Erica & Jennifer worked on them last night we noticed that Hey the neighboorhood across the street has a grass fire going. So what do we do you may ask??? We get in our cars and drive over there while they took pictures and posted them on Facebook i actually knock on a few houses and told them they need to get out.
My sister made fun of me but hey if my house was about to catch fire i would only hope someone would take a few seconds and knock on my door. They got the grass fire out after a few hours of it burning thank GOD!
The wedding is 25 days away and while the weather is warming up i must say my feet are getting colder. Maybe is what they call COLD FEET???? Does anyone know if this is normal or shoudl i run off to mexico with Jp? ;)
How was your weekend anything fun!
~Now You Know
While me, my sister, Erica & Jennifer worked on them last night we noticed that Hey the neighboorhood across the street has a grass fire going. So what do we do you may ask??? We get in our cars and drive over there while they took pictures and posted them on Facebook i actually knock on a few houses and told them they need to get out.
My sister made fun of me but hey if my house was about to catch fire i would only hope someone would take a few seconds and knock on my door. They got the grass fire out after a few hours of it burning thank GOD!
The wedding is 25 days away and while the weather is warming up i must say my feet are getting colder. Maybe is what they call COLD FEET???? Does anyone know if this is normal or shoudl i run off to mexico with Jp? ;)
How was your weekend anything fun!
~Now You Know
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
{Morning Glory}
I know i have been MIA for a while and to all of you who read/follow me I'm truly sorry. My life has been so hectic the past 2 months that just today i realized i haven't had a chance to truly be myself and do what i love. Which is blog, look through wedding magazine and do a little bit of soul search:) So here is what i have been up to lately!
1:Wedding is 30 days away!!!!! YAY i mean I'm so freaking excited i cannot express it. I get to marry my best friend in 30 days! I have been waiting for this day my entire life! Well at least for the past 24 years of it! Which bring me to : Wedding Blues, yes I'm already thinking about after the wedding. A friend of mine asked me while we were at dinner Saturday night what are you going to do next? What do you have to look forward to? This was my answer HONESTLY this is what i told her after i looked at her like WTF? Excused my language! I'm looking forward to coming home to my husband, to report card from Jeremiah's soon to be school, to making another baby with the love of my life, to working the jobs that pay the bills, to live my life. She didn't say much to me after that ;)
I mean truly you can strip me down right now and you will never take away how truly happy i am. I'm so determined to make something of myself that no matter what happens the next few days months years i will make it.
2: I been looking for another job lately and let me just say i hate interviews. I found myself today this very morning while being interviewed for one of my dream jobs i found myself thinking this is what is all about. The DREAM job. I can't tell how it went because i could not read her at all. Based on the job and my experience i really I'm a great candidate for the position, but these days you never know. I want to do something magical with my life. After all that is what it boils down to. What you do and say is what makes you who you are. Think about it......All it takes is determination and someone to give you a chance to do what you know you can do. I been thinking alot lately on what i want and what i want to do for the rest of my years in this earth and one thing is for sure i want to do something that makes a difference in someones life. Weather it is how i treated them on there special day, or the service they received on one of there biggest days of there life. I want to be part of that. So i may just be one in a million but i wont settle for the job that pays the bills i want more & i deserve more.
Everyday i fight for a thousand little wars, i can spend forever chasing my dreams but at least I'm truly trying to make them a reality instead of sitting at a never ending job that i hate.
3: Jeremiah is turning 2 in a few days and let me just say I'm so excited for him! He is the best thing that has ever happen to me. I love him so much. He started a new daycare and although its to early for me to have an opinion of them just yet he seems to really enjoy it. He has a cold thanks to daddy that has given it to all of us. But hes a trooper he's fighting it!
Hope everyone is doing well i have to say i have truly missed blogging! Until next time
~Now you Know! ( John 3:16)
1:Wedding is 30 days away!!!!! YAY i mean I'm so freaking excited i cannot express it. I get to marry my best friend in 30 days! I have been waiting for this day my entire life! Well at least for the past 24 years of it! Which bring me to : Wedding Blues, yes I'm already thinking about after the wedding. A friend of mine asked me while we were at dinner Saturday night what are you going to do next? What do you have to look forward to? This was my answer HONESTLY this is what i told her after i looked at her like WTF? Excused my language! I'm looking forward to coming home to my husband, to report card from Jeremiah's soon to be school, to making another baby with the love of my life, to working the jobs that pay the bills, to live my life. She didn't say much to me after that ;)
I mean truly you can strip me down right now and you will never take away how truly happy i am. I'm so determined to make something of myself that no matter what happens the next few days months years i will make it.
2: I been looking for another job lately and let me just say i hate interviews. I found myself today this very morning while being interviewed for one of my dream jobs i found myself thinking this is what is all about. The DREAM job. I can't tell how it went because i could not read her at all. Based on the job and my experience i really I'm a great candidate for the position, but these days you never know. I want to do something magical with my life. After all that is what it boils down to. What you do and say is what makes you who you are. Think about it......All it takes is determination and someone to give you a chance to do what you know you can do. I been thinking alot lately on what i want and what i want to do for the rest of my years in this earth and one thing is for sure i want to do something that makes a difference in someones life. Weather it is how i treated them on there special day, or the service they received on one of there biggest days of there life. I want to be part of that. So i may just be one in a million but i wont settle for the job that pays the bills i want more & i deserve more.
Everyday i fight for a thousand little wars, i can spend forever chasing my dreams but at least I'm truly trying to make them a reality instead of sitting at a never ending job that i hate.
3: Jeremiah is turning 2 in a few days and let me just say I'm so excited for him! He is the best thing that has ever happen to me. I love him so much. He started a new daycare and although its to early for me to have an opinion of them just yet he seems to really enjoy it. He has a cold thanks to daddy that has given it to all of us. But hes a trooper he's fighting it!
Hope everyone is doing well i have to say i have truly missed blogging! Until next time
~Now you Know! ( John 3:16)
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